Feel like I've been banging my head against a wall the entire day. A whole day, cooped up in my room studying and I feel stupider than when I started. Nothing wants to get into my head, I feel less confident than I ever have. Need to unwind, need to move, need to _do_ something before I totally lose it. The small victories add up, and in the end, morale matters so very, very, very much... I realise that I cannot focus too much on one thing at a time lest burn out set in, and yet there is the understanding that I need a minimum amount of time before I can get into the groove... Today, I couldn't find that place inside myself. Maybe tommorrow? Who the heck knows? What I do know is that this cause is lost for today, so I'll find something else to do the rest of tonight.